One day we’ll all separate from one another
Because
Because you are my reason for being
Because you are the peace I’m seeking
Peace found me, and I found you
Waiting on you,
like waiting for rain in this drought
The closer I get, the further you go
Day 1, day 2, and now I seem to have lost days
In the corner, rolled up in my own lap
startled by every knock I hear
Still waiting for you…
But then slowly, swiftly
the noises faded away
And I could hear my own heart pounding
Beating and then skipping a beat
and then beating yet again.
The most beautiful sound.
Then I pulled myself up and danced to the music of my heart beating
And I danced
Days and months passed by
Still hearing that music.
I looked for you, so empty inside
Chaos in my head
Now I look for peace instead,
with a song in my heart,
dancing every step of the way.
I looked for peace and peace found me
And its then, that I found you too.
– Akanksha Gulia
Your Hollow World
Fresh in mind Fresh in sight
But then the memories fade away
Because you walk away
And you walk where I can’t follow
Anxious and scared
Tears drop
I stumble and I start to chase
Breaking every bone in my body
And then I catch up to you,
You hold me close and you smile
You smile because I’m broken?
As broken as you?
And you take me into the darkness with you,
I don’t recognize anything,
There are no colors, there’s no breeze,
No raindrops
No sun ever shines in your world
I try and I want to leave, but you have me so mesmerised
I settle…
I settle into this sadness that fills me a bit more everyday,
Rivers of teardrops in your world my love
The darkness filled me up slowly,
But then that tiny ray of my light broke loose,
And it shined so bright I could see again,
And I walked like a glow stick in the dark,
Tearing away the hollow world that you called home
Now I’m where I belong.
Alone but never lonely.
Faded but still singing my song.
-Akanksha Gulia